|Inexplicable, Joyful & Absolutely Necessary!|
FIRST THINGS FIRST
The energy of the year we are in is one that has long been discussed and debated; is it a new deadline on doomsday, a time of some prophesied Second Coming, perhaps the year of global crossingover? There are as many interpretations of the meaning of this year as there are people living it, and from a sense of just adding up the numbers, slowing down enough just to add up the sacred geometry of 2012, we are smack dab in the middle of a year of CHANGE. a year where life has sped up; events, traumas, moments of note are flying fast and furious and it is up to us to slow down, find the space of meaning in those moments...and step into our own place of change, progress, awareness in how we embrace this shift.
in the middle of all this Fast and Furious, we are presented with (is if a neatly tied package and gift from on high) the gift of a whole extra day. the entire calendar has split wide open to grant such a day. oh sure, you say, this comes every 4 years, what's the big deal? well, there isn't one, unless you want to make it that way. and i, for one, intend to do so. Not with any huge party; horns blowing and lot's of drinking...really more of an inner big deal, if you will. How do i intend to Leap into the energy of change that is knocking so loudly at my own door? It doesn't feel like any sort of 'out with old, in with the new', it simply feels like a willingness to look at every moment with new eyes, being open to the possibility that i know nothing, the shelf life of all my assumptions on this earthly plane has truly expired and i am embracing the new truths that teach themselves to me in each moment. Wow, that's a tough one! my hands kinda move into the GRIPS just with the mention of all this letting go, how come i'm so trained to Fear this kind of Release? Why are we (and not just the royal we, but the cultural society i have learned some of this gripping behavior from) so nervous about the letting go?
So just for this one day--all my beliefs, assumptions, common practices, habits of behavior--out the window. In this beautiful, in between, mystic moment of a day that doesn't typically even exist in my year---i choose to behave and believe with the same come from. Leap Day--Set up to make adjustments in our 'typical normal', repair the rift of time that the last 4 years (if not 4 generations or 40,000 years) have taken us off course from, even if every so slightly just in the microscopic methods.
So no more expectation of the END OF THE WORLD.
This time of change is really just the beginning. am i willing to put down my old ways, the heaviness of how i used to do it, allow for some bit of newness and lightness to seep in at the edges? You bet i am!!! Today i am new, Nice to Meet You!!!!
A man is born gentle and weak.
At his death he is hard and stiff.
Green plants are tender and filled with sap.
At their death they are withered and dry.
Therefore the stiff and unbending is the disciples of death.
The gentle and yielding is the disciple of life.
Thus an army without flexibility never wins a battle.
A tree that is unbending is easily broken.
The hard and strong will fail.
The soft and weak will overcome.